Celebrated Citizen TV’s anchor Willis Raburu has penned down a deep letter to his late daughter Adana who died during birth.
This month has been hard for the 10 Over 10 show host and it took ‘ugly’ turn when his wife, Marya Prude disowned God because of leaving her in time of need.
“So as they say you should know God for yourself. I now can say I don’t know Him and I don’t think I want to know Him because he left me when I needed Him the most,” she wrote.
The lovely couple received condolences from fans and friends and promised to stand by the young family in this trying time.
In a new development, the Wild Willis shaved his hair as he put down saddening moments in his life without his firstborn daughter.
” My beautiful daughter, some days are easy some days are so hard. Today I woke up trying to imagine what it would be like to watch you sleep, ( that’s the only image I have of you) what it be like you hold warm fingers, what a sleepless night would feel like. What it would be like to go to work tired Koz you kept me up at night, who you would look like now? what color of your skin? if you would drink as much milk as I did when I was your age,” he wrote.
” My daughter, you are an angel now, or so they tell me and when I look up to the sky sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh,I want you to make so much noise in heaven, or in the multi-verse you are in, I want you to have all your the people who are with you there say “Yeap that’s Willis’ child” I miss you so much, it’s funny that I have a picture of you but even before I look at it, your face is ingrained in my heart, etched in my soul, tattooed in my very essence.”
He added that he is sorry that he is weak instead of being sorry for her mother, Marya Prude, who is still in denial.
” My daughter, my sweet lovely beautiful daughter, I’m sorry that you have to see daddy weak and in grief and not the pillar of strength that you and your mother need, but my daughter, daddy loves you, since He listens to you talk to Him and tell Him, daddy doesn’t understand but daddy needs help. Rest In Palaces, RIP because you are royalty,” he concluded.